crows

i never liked crows

but i guess i sort of pity them now?

saw this grp of pple shooting down crows. bang, a crow just landed on the ground somewhere outside my house. it was moving around painfully and desperately. the guy chased after it, stood on it and caught it despite its struggling. tragic end.

heard a series of sorrowful cries by other crows. then a big group of crows flew away )=

depressed

argh

im being crushed by homework )=

disappointed

its 8 something am now and im the only 1 in my cny project group online. the project is due tmr and we havent did much yet. just smsed rq, she has a fever and cannot come online.. get well soon rq.. sandra is already 45 minutes late.. sarah says she needs to go to the temple so she cannot meet us online. told her to send the ppt slides to me yesterday.. just checked my mail and theres no email from her.. argh.. =(

just my thoughts

had a rather long and interesting talk with my cousins about christianity a few weeks back.

i thought of this.

everybody believes in god
god believes in himself
so everybody should believe in himself

what do u think?

cross country

ran 3.3km for cross country today and my position was 312 out of 800 over girls. i had never ran so far in my life before and therefore i am exremely proud of my results. hahaha =D

happy new year

happy new year to anyone reading this! wishing you a happy, prosperous year ahead. good luck in your studies!! =D

no surprises

check out this song's lyrics

No surprises

A heart that's full up like a landfill,
a job that slowly kills you,
bruises that won't heal.
You look so tired- unhappy,
bring down the government,
they don't, they don't speak for us.
I'll take a quiet life,
a handshake of carbon monoxide,

with no alarms and no surprises
no alarms and no surprises,
no alarms and no surprises,
Silent silence.

This is my final fit,
my final bellyache,

with no alarms and no surprises,
no alarms and no surprises,
no alarms and no surprises please.

Such a pretty house
and such a pretty garden.

No alarms and no surprises,
no alarms and no surprises,
no alarms and no surprises please.

not bad, my mental age is 18

You Are 18 Years Old

18 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

'97 bonnie and clyde

'97 bonnie and clyde
this song is really freaky, especially tori amos' rendition of it. hear it if u want to be freaked out =P

no more writer's block

i had this language art's task for homework during the weekends and i just couldnt think of anything to write. lol. i did have an idea actually.. a cranky one of fitting my poem into the tune of a nursery song =D

i spent my entire weekend worrying.

then at around 8pm, when i had only 2 more hours before bedtime to complete the task. i was walking home from the bus stop when i saw this movie ad..

haha, then inspiration struck me and here is my poem!!


FREEDOM


The only way out is up, through the barbed wires or to heaven.


ouch.

pricky barbed wires, hurting
my already blistered and bleeding hands.
But,
pain is nothing

I clutch at the wires again, desperately
clinging on to nonexistent webs of hope.
Perhaps not.

Joy!
a tiny dent in the otherwise strong and oppressive wall.
A foothold.

So this is how my misery ends.

I climb higher
The barbed wire is no longer an issue now.

gleeful; wondering
what my new life would be like

I jump.

the ground rushes up
i would slam against it
any second now-

Impact.
Freedom.