i dont like tt anymore, seriously. used to like it for the competition, the joy of facing another school, winning them, getting trophies and of course missing lessons. now im not even a reserve and the coach doesnt even bother about me. i feel that im wasting my time and energy everytime i go for training. the coach even asked me to serve balls for M1 to smack, im not a ball machine ok.

its open house tmr and i dont feel like helping out for tt. i dont fancy playing tt just so that there would be activity at our station and possibly attract more potential team mates. im not a zoo animal.

and im spending 6 days in thailand during the dec holidays with tt members for an exchange programme. im hoping i would grow to like tt more about that. if not, the 6 days would be simply unbearable.

on a happier note, i think the 6 wizards are meeting up. whee, i really want to meet pq, b and jessss.