it rained today

i love my table mates

i was extremely shocked when ms toh asked me to change seats with wy. it was just so sudden. like move, NOW.

i guess i missed the happy family sort of table we had. the other table was just so 'cold'. nobody said hello to me when i sat there. in fact nobody said anything. when i left, jiayi even reassured me that it was only for ss and nick helped me move my things over. when he left i was all alone.

the 4 of us behaved like strangers on a MRT. nobody really mattered. and someone's bag was on a chair, leaving a gap between me and the other 3. nobody said anything when i asked if i should sit there to bridge the gap.

it was just too much to take.

after the lesson, when i went back to my table, wing yan hugged me and yanle actually said welcome back. diane helped me move my stuff too. i was so touched.

what a contrast

i really really love my table mates.