my very torn and tattered organiser

its weird

its as if my life depended on it

every single piece of task, assignment, project is written on my organiser. i spend most of my time completing the work and then gratefully cancelling the piece of work off my organiser.

note: i do not just put a tick beside the completed piece of work, i cancel it off, i cross it off, it gives me a greater sense of achievement. sometimes, i even use a red pen to do so. cancelling homework is like getting a huge load off my heart.

some pieces of work have a long name but are relatively easy to complete, they take up alot of space in my organiser and when i cross it off, somehow i feel more happy than i should be.

others are evil. short but time consuming, difficult and will kill off lots of brain cells. its extremely frustrating to spend 5 hours completing a piece of homework and yet only crossing off just 2 words. to make up for that frustration, i normally give the homework a long name.

but

my organiser will seem very full

and i am frustrated again

its a vicious cycle